Are you kidding me

Well my crazy ex boyfriend number 2. I'm sure he is reading this with his stupid side-kick.
He has the nerve to google stalk me, find my blog. And read that i liked a friend of mine which name i will not reveal. I happen to tell this friend of mine i thought he was cute and offer him my number, during this time- Me and my Ex were broken up. He disrespected me by calling me fat. I'm not fat, i am average. Yeah i have meat on my bones. but i don't weight 200 pounds.  Also my friend wasn't my friend he was a stranger at the time.

But then when i got back together with my ex....i felt guilty for not giving him a second chance....and i was a bit confused by my friend and felt like something was wrong with me...So having a bruised ego, i decided to do the  get back together with the ex. But i was miserable. But he promise to change and never did. He just became a bigger asshole. Just like my daughter's father.

So in order to say good bye and good riddance, i have deleted all my old post. Because that is a time of my life, in which i wish not to have a remembrance of. I'm not ashamed of thinking my friend is cute, nor do i feel bad for thinking that way during my break up and getting back together with my ex. it was my fault for getting back with someone who disrespected me and didn't treat me the best. I didn't lie to him, like he claims. because i have not ever made a move on anyone. My ex was just a huge learning experience...just like every other guy i date. And when someone treats me bad, i am going to lose interest. And that is what happen i lost interest. But i am certainly not blind at all.

But back to what is most important myself. I don't need someone to ruin my life just so he can make himself feel like a big man, when in fact he is acting very immature. He can whore around all he wants and parade that i lied to him, but i know the truth, not some false truth that he created in his mind. What is with Scorpios. I seriously like the wrong guys, something my friend Kenneth was completely right about. That is the last time i date someone off the internet. A lot of men off of any dating site is so fucking needy.